Monday, February 14, 2005
"Blue Rose of Sorrow"
Why are you scared?
What have you seen?
In the castle with the silent roses
I ask again and again
Why are you sad?
What pain are you feeling?
Oh, I ask the rose with its petals of blood
But the rose of blood can't answer me till the end
~ X Japan - Rose of Pain
I guess this one would be your usual 'ronrii barentainsu' post you can come across people's blogs. Its not that I'm really angsting, since Valentine's is pretty much just another day for me. Its not that I'm feeling exceptionally lonesome this Valentine's too, since I had it worse a few years ago. Maybe I just wanted to post something that would convey the current feelings of the Daryl ego and not the Dairyu. Or was it the Dairyu ego and not the Daryl one...?
It probably wouldn't matter who's the persona between the two now anyway.
What else? Oh yeah, my dream. This one was a bit more on the adventurous side.
The stuff I can remember clearly was already around halfway. I was in a class for MS-SQL with some of my friends back in highschool. Why I'm in such a class I don't know since I'm not even taking a computer course. I was reading one of the books when a drop of blood dripped onto a page. My seatmate at my right cried out and told me to get to the clinic fast. To my surprise that seatmate was Enna, a girl a level below us back in HS. From behind I heard Gani's voice saying that we should head for the clinic immediately; he was my seatmate as well apparently.
I remember the building was like a European castle, with overgrown vines and statues and walls in varied states of disrepair. Along the way me and Gani met up with Alex, and he went along to take me to the clinic. Next scene I remember was me in the clinic looking down at the sink with blood dripping from somewhere on my face. I look up and see my face on the mirror. Blood was streaming down my eyes, nose, and mouth. I turned on the faucet and started splashing water on my face. Somebody (the nurse or doctor I think) then handed me a towel for me to wipe my face with.
Next scene was the whole group heading home via some rail transport system similar to that in Japan. Strange thing was the whole place was empty except for us, and another person. The person looked like your stereotypical anime stalker complete with the flu mask, shades, a weird cap, jacket, etc; he was holding a syringe in his hand as well. For some weird reason though, we ran as fast as we can inside, although he was able to get in as well. He went for Gani, then me, then Alex, all the time we're able to avoid him. One of the girls (Meriam I think) kicked him to the side and they (the girls) pushed him out of the window.
Then I woke up...
.
.
.
Oh well... That's what I get for reading lots of Type-Moon stuff like Tsukihime and Fate/Stay-Night, but that doesn't mean I'll stop though. I haven't had lively dreams like these for quite some time now!
What have you seen?
In the castle with the silent roses
I ask again and again
Why are you sad?
What pain are you feeling?
Oh, I ask the rose with its petals of blood
But the rose of blood can't answer me till the end
~ X Japan - Rose of Pain
I guess this one would be your usual 'ronrii barentainsu' post you can come across people's blogs. Its not that I'm really angsting, since Valentine's is pretty much just another day for me. Its not that I'm feeling exceptionally lonesome this Valentine's too, since I had it worse a few years ago. Maybe I just wanted to post something that would convey the current feelings of the Daryl ego and not the Dairyu. Or was it the Dairyu ego and not the Daryl one...?
It probably wouldn't matter who's the persona between the two now anyway.
What else? Oh yeah, my dream. This one was a bit more on the adventurous side.
The stuff I can remember clearly was already around halfway. I was in a class for MS-SQL with some of my friends back in highschool. Why I'm in such a class I don't know since I'm not even taking a computer course. I was reading one of the books when a drop of blood dripped onto a page. My seatmate at my right cried out and told me to get to the clinic fast. To my surprise that seatmate was Enna, a girl a level below us back in HS. From behind I heard Gani's voice saying that we should head for the clinic immediately; he was my seatmate as well apparently.
I remember the building was like a European castle, with overgrown vines and statues and walls in varied states of disrepair. Along the way me and Gani met up with Alex, and he went along to take me to the clinic. Next scene I remember was me in the clinic looking down at the sink with blood dripping from somewhere on my face. I look up and see my face on the mirror. Blood was streaming down my eyes, nose, and mouth. I turned on the faucet and started splashing water on my face. Somebody (the nurse or doctor I think) then handed me a towel for me to wipe my face with.
Next scene was the whole group heading home via some rail transport system similar to that in Japan. Strange thing was the whole place was empty except for us, and another person. The person looked like your stereotypical anime stalker complete with the flu mask, shades, a weird cap, jacket, etc; he was holding a syringe in his hand as well. For some weird reason though, we ran as fast as we can inside, although he was able to get in as well. He went for Gani, then me, then Alex, all the time we're able to avoid him. One of the girls (Meriam I think) kicked him to the side and they (the girls) pushed him out of the window.
Then I woke up...
.
.
.
Oh well... That's what I get for reading lots of Type-Moon stuff like Tsukihime and Fate/Stay-Night, but that doesn't mean I'll stop though. I haven't had lively dreams like these for quite some time now!
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